Reality TV and Babies

G and B...

Does anyone watch “Giuliana and Bill” on E!?  I do and I watched it last night.  I really like them mainly because Giuliana is a trooper!!  She has been through a lot.... infertility issues, miscarriage and breast cancer.  Sister deserves a break! 

Baby #2...

Last night’s episode was focused on their desire to have a second child using a gestational carrier (the same one they used with their first baby).  I think this is a wonderful option for people who struggle to have a child.  How amazing these women are that become gestational carriers! Right? 

Reality..

After having been through what I went through with Lila, I could not help but think….how would they handle it?  I mean, this is all being taped and of course they can edit it how they want, but what if there is something wrong with the baby?  I wonder if they would put that on TV?  Not so much the happy ending but a reality for some.

Innocence...

I miss my thoughts about pregnancy BL (before Lila).  I miss being excited instead of scared when I hear someone is pregnant or thinking about having a baby.  I miss my innocence of knowing that things can go very wrong. 

My Angel...

I do believe everything happens for a reason.  I can look back on my experience and be thankful, if not feel blessed for having her.  But it still hurts. I still long for her to be healthy.  I am sure wherever her beautiful soul is she is healthy.