G and B...
Does anyone watch “Giuliana and Bill” on E!? I do and I watched it last night. I really like them mainly because Giuliana is a trooper!! She has been through a lot.... infertility issues, miscarriage and breast
cancer. Sister deserves a break!
Baby #2...
Last night’s episode was focused on their desire to have a
second child using a gestational carrier (the same one they used with their first baby). I think this is a wonderful option for people
who struggle to have a child. How
amazing these women are that become gestational carriers! Right?
Reality..
After having been through what I went through with Lila, I
could not help but think….how would they handle it? I mean, this is all being taped and of course
they can edit it how they want, but what if there is something wrong with the
baby? I wonder if they would put that on
TV? Not so much the happy ending but a
reality for some.
Innocence...
I miss my thoughts about pregnancy BL (before Lila). I miss being excited instead of scared when I hear someone is pregnant
or thinking about having a baby. I miss my
innocence of knowing that things can go very wrong.
My Angel...
I do believe everything happens for a reason. I can look back on my experience and be
thankful, if not feel blessed for having her.
But it still hurts. I still long for her to be healthy. I am sure wherever her beautiful soul is she
is healthy.
